My Yesterday -Myself

You have been my greatest adversary
in all the world
Stronger than all my foes
And it would only be you,
The odd I will forever strive
to overcome

Since birth,
you have been predestined before me
To add weights on my shoulders
and to make me stumble in the road of life.
You hold my hands and my feet
Tied them with chains making me unable to walk

I am your creator and only to me
you are supposed to bow
but you rose up against me
and overcame me
never been grateful
that you strength came from me

You came to me unexpectedly
stalking in the very shadows
of my darkest thoughts
You made the world just a mediocre
"oikos" to live in
And without mercy nor regret,
you have been attacking me these many times

How in the world,
Myself had risen up against me?
Are you my reality or just some sort
of mirage or a mental parasite?
Is it not I who created you or molded you?
Or the world has corrupted you already?

I created you with my best intention
with sweat and blood, I laid your very foundation;
with days of frustrations and sleepless nights,
I designed your very form

I couldn't help now but
to surpass you once and for all
I would not destroy you
but instead, I would make you stronger
so that I would make myself stronger
than you are

You are a part of myself
You meddle with my yesterdays
and I would never let you escape such oblivion
You're my past and I would surpass you