Thursday, July 31, 2008

HAVE YOU BELEIVED ANOTHER GOSPEL?

FROM: Tract No. 149
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"Which is not another, but there be some that trouble you, and would p3rv3rt the gospel of Christ." (Gal 1:7).

Friend, have you been deceived into believing "another gospel?" The word "gospel" means glad tidings or good news. The apostle Paul says that this "other gospel" is not a gospel at all; because it does not truthfully present the good news of God's GRACE in His plan of eternal salvation for the souls of men. Out of a sincere concern for those souls, this tract was written to expose the "other gospel" by presenting the true gospel of Jesus Christ as explained by Paul.

"But I certify you brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not of man, For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ." (Gal 1:11,12)

"For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that CHRIST DIED FOR OUR SINS according to the scriptures; and that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures" (I Cor 15:3,4)

Friend, maybe you consider yourself to be of some particular creed or religious faith, but the Bible says: "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in THE FAITH." (II Cor 13:15). Before you read any further examine yourself by His scriptures to determine whether you have believed the TRUE GOSPEL, or have been deceived by the "other gospel".
In Acts, chapter 20, Paul briefly reviews his teachings on the conditions of salvation when he says farewell to the elders of Ephesus.

"I kept back nothing that was profitable unto you, but have shewed you, and have taught you publicly, and from house to house, Testifying to the Jews, and also to the Greeks, REPENTANCE TOWARD GOD, and FAITH TOWARD OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST." (Acts 20:20,21)


EXAMINE YOURSELF!

REPENTANCE- a change of attitude about self toward God.

*Have I ever admitted to God that I was an unrighteous SINNER in His sight? YES_____NO_____

"As it is written, there is none righteous, no, not one." (Rom. 3:10)

"For ALL HAVE SINNED, and come short of the glory of God." (Rom.3:23)

*Have I ever realized that I cannot ESTABLISH MY OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS by getting baptized, keeping the law, or living a good life? YES_____NO_____

"What shall we say then? That the Gentiles, which followed not after righteousness, have attained righteousness, even the righteousness which is of faith. But Israel, which followed after the law of righteousness, hath not attained to the law of righteousness. Wherefore? Because they sought it not by faith, but as it were by the works of the law..." (Rom. 9:30-32)

"For they being ignorant of God's righteousness, and going about to ESTABLISH THEIR OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God." (Rom 10:3)

"Even the righteousness of God which is by FAITH of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe." (Rom 3:22)

EXAMINE YOURSELF!

FAITH- a complete confidence in Jesus Christ alone to save your soul.

*Have I ever claimed the PERFECT SACRIFICE of Jesus' d3ath as atonement (payment) for my sins? YES_____NO_____
" Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: for it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree." (Gal 3:13)

"But this man, after he had offered ONE SACRIFICE FOR SINS FOREVER, sat down on the right hand of God" (Heb 10:12)

*Am I PERSUADED that Jesus Christ has completely saved my soul from the judgement of a burning lake of fire, forever? YES_____NO_____

"...for I know whom I have believed, and am PERSUADED that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day." (II Tim. 1:12b)

"And being FULLY PERSUADED that, what he had promised, he was able also to perform." (Rom. 4:21)

"Therefore being justified by FAITH we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." (Rom. 5:1)

Friend, if you couldn't answer "YES" to each of the previous questions; then you probably been deceived by the "other gospel" and are not in THE FAITH which Paul is talking about. You see, the "other gospel" teaches that you must "live right" in order to get saved or stay saved. It offers no real peace with God because you have to wait until to know if you have everlasting life or not. This is not faith in the perfect sacrifice of Jesus' on the cross. You are still trusting in yourself to ESTABLISH YOUR OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS. You cannot get saved by believing this other (false) gospel. Remember, the true gospel teaches that salvation is a gift from God for man, not a work from man for God.

"For by GRACE are ye saved through FAITH, and not of yourselves, it is the GIFT OF GOD, not of works, lest any man should boast." (Eph. 2:8,9)

"For if they are of the law be heirs, FAITH IS MADE VOID, and the promise made of none effect:... Therefore it is of FAITH, that it might be by GRACE." (Rom. 4:14,16A)

"And if by GRACE then is it no more of more of works, OTHERWISE GRACE IS NO MORE GRACE..." (Rom. 11:6)

Are you willing to believe the true GOSPEL OF GRACE? If so, with repentance and toward God and faith in Jesus, ask Him for the gift of everlasting life right now. The very moment you completely trust Jesus Christ as your saviour and Lord... that very moment...you are saved...forever!

"Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that hearth my word, and believeth on Him that sent me, HATH EVERLASTING LIFE, and shall not come into condemnation; but IS PASSED from unto life." (John 5:24).

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I'm too Overwhelmed

11:05 a.m. 29 July 2008

So much thought clashing in my mind, I couldn't help myself to concentrate to read my textbook. Why is it always like this? Every time I tried to make good things that fear and doubts would interfere. Thoughts are spinning in my mind right now and is making me crazy. I tried to just ignore and forget them but still, they just keep coming back again. Having a complete focus on my endeavor was always transient. After which, I'll became insane again. Too bad, seems like this was how life had to be for me and I should adapt myself to be used to it. I could not completely wake up to the reality and my waking hours with eyes wide open were just transient as a vapor. My resolution and my inspiration fade away too early before completing any work.

But my persistence is still intact. Regardless of anything, somehow, I was still able to survive these mental tides of life. I still hold on to my sail, persevering to reach the shore of destiny and fulfillment. I am trying so hard not to be led astray but to feel the mark on my shoulder (the mark of the strong).It is in this mark do I found my hope (I'll gonna have a post regarding my mark later).

Perhaps, only blogging aside from physical activity which requires exertion could make my mind stable and sane. My inspiration and willpower was weak. Only doing what I had to do and accomplishing such could I overcome my mind warfare.

So much thoughts to be verbalized supposed to be but my rule is just limited to a minimum of two entries for a particular day.

Could this mind freaking insanity be caused by an imbalance of hormone or just a symptom of an excessive or lack/minimal dose of brain chemicals. Or could this be because of an altered or blocked pathway of neuron to let brain chemicals flow or caused by an introduction of other substance.

But notwithstanding those reasons aforementioned and other more my mind could create afterwards, life is still a never ending battle and it continues to go on and nothing did ever changed, all that is under the sun.

Worshipping Other gods -Deuteronomy 13

On worshipping other gods(Deuteronomy 13)

(1) If a particular, or one who foretells by dreams, appears among you and announces to you a miraculous sign or wonder,
(2)and if a sign or wonder of which he has spoken takes place, and he says, "Let us follow other gods" (gods you have not know)"and let us worship them,"
(3) you must not listen to the words of that prophet or dreamer. The Lord your God is testing you to find out whether you love Him with all your heart and with all your soul.
(4)It is th Lord your God you must follow, and Him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey Him; serve Him and hold fast to Him.
(5)That prophet or dreamer must be put to , because he preached rebellion against the Lord you God, who brought you out of Egypt and redeemed you from the land of slavery; He has tried to turn you from the way of the Lord your God commanded you to follow. You must purge the evil from among you.
(6)If your brother, or your son or daughter, or the wife you love, or your closest friend secretly entices you, saying, "Let us go and worship other gods (gods that neither your fathers have known,
(7) gods of peoples around you, whether near or far, from one end of the land to the other),
(8)do not yeild to him. Show no pity. Do not spare him or shield him.
(9) You must certainly put him to d3ath, and then the hands of the people.
(10)Stone him to d3ath, because he tried to turn you away from the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.
(11)Then all Israel eill hear and be afraid, and no one among you will do such an evil thing again.
(12)If you hear it said about one of the towns the Lord Your God is giving you to live in,
(13)that wicked men have arisen among you and have led the people of their town to be astray, saying, "Let us go and worship other gods"(gods you have not known),
(14)then you must inquire, probe and investigate it thoroughly. And if it is true and it has been proved that this detestable thing has been done among you,
(15) You must certainly put to the sword all who live in that town. Destroy it completely, both its people and its livestock.
(16)Gather all the plunder of the town into the public square and completely burn the town and all its plunder as a whole burnt offering to the Lord your God. It is to remain a ruin for ever, never to be rebuilt.
(17)None of those condemned things shall be foundin your hands, so that the Lord your God will turn from His fierce anger; He will show you mercy, have compassion on you, and increase your numbers, as He promised on oath to your forefathers,
(18)because you obey the Lord your God, keeping His commands that I am giving you today and doing what is right in his eyes

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Let's do Blogging

Sitting inside our classroom with nothing to do but wait for our instructor to come, with nothing in mind and no idea to ponder upon, and all I have was a notebook and a pen. Guess writing a draft of a blog entry was the only thing to be done. It's always been like this that here do I verbalize my feelings and other emotions relating to everyday life. Nothwithstanding whether someone will gonna read out this one. Good for me, I was able to escape from boredom and let my brain to work on words. At least I could relax for now for a while. No keyboard to play with and no music to listen to. Lucky am I, I have some way to have inner peace. Frustrations and disappointments, joy and gladness, I transform them into words and at least post them to my own blogsite- my self-owned and renowned wi-fi masterpiece. I'm not yet good at blogging actually. Although I know some know-how and procedures of HTML, what I know is still not yet sufficient to become an expert webmaster. Only if I would be good at SQL and Javascript, that I would be able to add some decorations and widgets and other applications to my humble blog like for example, a sudoku puzzle but as for me, my posts in an integral part and is an art in itself, a product of a great mind, creativity and ingenuity. I am just a novice to this kind of an exciting hobby but good thing I could be able to connect my thoughts to the world. Here some readers do can relate to me and the first time someone commented to a particular blog entry I had published, I felt an awesome sense of achievement, having been just a humble compilation of postings, thank God! someone do find a little interest to my entries. I would just hope that google would include my blog entries in their search engine and somehow, it would attract more readers and it would interest them to do blogging also.
-my blog is a mirror of myself in a cloaked and mysterious identity. ^,^

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Overcoming Obstacles

Remember the high board at the swimming pool?
After days of looking up at it
you finally climbed the wet steps to the platform.
From there, it was higher than ever.
There were only two ways down:
-the steps to defeat or
-the dive to victory.
You stood on the edge,
shivering in the hot sun, de@thly afraid.
At last you leaned too far forward,
it was too late for retreat, and you dived.
The high board was conquered,
and you spent the rest of the day diving.
Climbing a thousand high boards,
we demolish fear, and turn into human beings

Richard Bach
-A gift of wings

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Taking Chances

:a very interesting and inspiring story to ponder:
:this was regarding our doubts and the happy life we lose had we not been so procrastinated:



Children can sometimes teach us valuable lessons.
Once while on an outing to a nearby dam,
our three sons asked if they could dive off
a newly constructed bridge.
Their request was met with a definite NO.
Not only was a 13-foot drop to the water,
I pointed out, but there might be submerged obstacles
that could be a de@th trap.

However, my middle son was not convinced.
At his suggestion,
his older brother waded into the water
and surveyed the area where they wanted
to jump.
The depth of the water was fine,
as well as being clear of obstacles.
They had the times of their lives that afternoon.
I can't help relating that experience to everyday life.
How many opportunities have I missed because
I was blinded by "submerged obstacles"
that were probably never there in the first place?

-Paul Coetser

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

God and man - Job 4:12-17

Job 4:12-17

"A word was secretly brought to me, my ears caught up a whisper of it.
Amid disquieting dreams in the night, when deep sleep falls on men,
fear and trembling seized me and made all my bones shake.
A spirit guided past my face, and the hair on my body stood on end.
It stopped, but I could not tell what it was.
A form sttod my eyes and I heard a hushed voice:
CAN A MORTAL BE MORE RIGHTEOUS THAN GOD?
CAN MAN BE MORE THAN HIS MAKER?"

The Lord watches. -2 Chronicles 16:9

2 Chronicles 16:9

For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strenghten those whose hearts are fully committed to him

When it Rains, It pours - Heavy rain on a Sunday

20 July 2008 3:10 pm

I'm writin this while sitting on the building where UB gymnasium is. I was atanding for almost 30 minutes on the other side of Assumption street infront of the UB building where UB square was. I was standing at the Baguio cathedral minutes ago when it had started to rain heavily. The rain stopped for a while and I walked fast by the route which divides the SLU-LES and SLU Gonzaga building. I stopped by the stand because it has started to rain heavy. Too bad for me. The rain poured more than what I had imagined.. Showers nearly made my pants and my jacket almost wet inspite of being in a shelter. SO I made my choice and decided that I would run to the UB gym. SOme of my fellows who were in the stand ran to the building and subsequently, I followed next.

Earlier, I had a premonition that it would be going to rain. I could have gone to SM and will try to find a book on Managerial Accounting by Horngren but I didn't take heed. Instead, I continue to go to SLU but unfrtunately, It rained.

A wisdom had been learned and an insight had been noticed. Hope I'l keep it and relate such on whatever challenge that lies ahead of me. Thank God the rain's now starting to stop after a long wait and the sky begin to shed some light. Some clouds were now showing their bright color and some people were now walking on the streets. I'm still sitting and writing this guessing how to make an end to this entry. Drizzles were still falling and little by litle, it would stop soon and I could go. Four ladies on the table beside me didn't seemed to take notice of me and they wil think of some kind of a weirdo with a pen writing on a piece of paper. They just have a with each other as it is typical for women like them when they were together with each other. They were having "tsismis" about 's things and stuffs. But the rained had stopped already. Minutes from now and this entry would be posted to be read by millions around the world.

It's time to go.

_____________ end_______________

Friday, July 18, 2008

Episode 72: Go West young Meowth

+++==>>>> I emphasized more on meowth's life and not on the detail of the episode. The story about mowth's past when he was in Hollywood, his love life, and other things which made him watched by us, fans around the world, as a villain and a team rocket member with Jessie and James who were always being thrown out in almost all the episodes I had watched.

this is actually my own version after watching the story. Hope readers would enjoy reading.

Reminiscing his past (the first time he was shown in the world. It was in his youngest so far( his earlier life had not been shown in the series of who were his parents and his earlier life). . He was starving for food, and cast out. He even tried to eat a bag of baseball balls. One night when he was caught up in a tree and tied upside down, he saw a movie showing owth having a nice time eating ice cream and fried chicken. He then sets his eyes on Hollywood, the land of stars and fame.
Arriving in Hollywood, he was very hungry and impoverished with nothing to eat and no one to help him. He'd break into a snack stand to steal a piece of chicken to satisfy his hunger. But the guy caught him, and he had a frying pan thrown at him. Knocking him down without the chicken, He struggled into the alley and was found by a group of street meowths and they gave them food.
He joined the gang and joined them in their stealing spree. His life was easy at that time, having friends and something to eat, until he encountered the turning point of his life. One day wile running and holding his food in his mouth on the street, he sees the meowth of his dreams and he immediately fell in love. It was love at first sight for our feline hero. He tried to cross the busy freeway to approach her on the other side of the street. He was nearly bumped by the approaching car but it stopped and caused a road with a queue of cars bumping each other. He approached her but she just ignored him having no interest on a dirty street meowth. Just a short time thereafter and her owner came by and called her "Meowsie" to take her on a diamond ornamented pokeball. Her eye and mouth were wide open at the sight of the pokeball and she joined her owner and they took off.

Seeing meowsies awe, Meowth then presupposed that in order to impress meowsie, he had to be like a human(speak like human and walk erect).
So he started by trying to stand straight. at first, he seemed to have a painstaking difficulty. But eventually, he had managed to stand erect and walk like human. He was erect from then on which made him slow as a consequence that the next time they were in their stealing spree, he was caught and suffered bruises, contusions and hematoma due to the cook's whip of his cooking pan and being thrown at him. But good thing for him, although sometimes he failed in their stealing mission, he was able to walk to impress meowsie. The next thing for him to do now was to be able to talk like human. Peeping from a hole in the ceiling of a room which was his hideout, he could see a small group of people practicing their eloquence skills. Meoth mimicked what they are saying until he was able to speak like them. He could speak like human but he could not understand what he is speaking meant. He got an alphabet book and tried to learn to read. It was shown in the episode that in his entire life, the word that he was able to understand the first time was the word "rocket". Had it not been the first word, he probably didn't join team rocket and there would be no villains in the series which will make it boring or possibly not in existence however such instances would be in the discretion of the maker of the series. Eventually he could now speak up like human. He was impressed by his mettle. He was now more than ready to meet meowsie again to show her newly learned human-like skills but unfortunately for him, he was spurned and rejected. She thought of him being a freak. Standing and talking only made her like him less and she said that he could never provide what her owner had given her. Depressed and frustrated having been rejected despite his hardships and toils. HE THEN VOWED TO BECOME RICHER AND BETTER THAN WHO SHE EVER WAS then SET OFF TO BECOME THE RICHEST, MOST POWERFUL FREAK SHE HAD EVER SEEN and joined team rocket.

After such a long time, he, together with his team returned to Hollywood and he decided to take a walk alone reminiscing the place and other things of his past.
He met his former comrades who was led by a persian and he asked him out if he could return to the gang again because he could be of help, being able to walk and talk like human. He replied not to stay until he discovered that meowsie was with them.

He talked to her and she told him her story that her trainer could not afford to have her and left her alone and was found by the gang and joined them. Meowth then tried to take her and jumped to clear out the way but the gang was not letting her go without a fight. Jessie and James came to the rescue and a battle commenced until it came to a part that meowth confronts the persian into a one-on-one fight which will decide if he would take meowsie. They jumped to each other and Meowth wins. Expecting to be approached by Meowsie, he eagerly meowsie to tend him but the opposite happened, meowsie tended the persian. At his disbelief he freezes and meowsie told her that it would be improper for her to just leave the persian after what he had done to help her when she was all alone and besides, meowth is still a freak.

Later that night, meowth was on a roof watching the full moon upset wondering why meowsie still soesn't like him. He wonders if meowsie is watching the moon too.

__________end of the story___________

actually this episode struck me most in all i had watched concerning love.
this episode indeed has a congruence with my love life

I'll gonna write down my comment on this later.

thank you... (^_^)

On Waiting

They say that the hardest of all the works that befalls on man is no other that to wait.

Waiting for something,
Waiting for someone
or waiting for what destiny
or the twist and turns of fate
might give.
Waiting for fruits of labor,
Waiting for the spring to come forth
for the rebirth of the earth
after a harsh and cold winter
and waiting for the emergence
of the mayfly or June beetle
after their subterranean sleep in the ground
to take sight of the light
and to lay their new eggs for new life
to continue their life cycle
Waiting anxiously for the news of the battle
by those left by the valiant warriors
who prayed for their safe return home
Waiting for the result of the examination
a student undertook that would give tittle to him
on his would-be career and endeavor
Waiting eagerly for Christ's second coming
to establish anew Jerusalem on earth,
the Kingdom that would endure forever
where our tears and fears would be wiped
and many other things under the dome of heaven
and beyond the heavens above
that are worth waiting
or just an object of skepticism.

We humans became so impatient and our eagerness and appreciation for the things we kept on waiting, when they are already at hand seemed to be gone. Our interest vanished. We become now so immersed with ourselves and our focus has been diverted to what would only benefit ourself. We now carve for physical/material things which just satisfy our senses but emptied our hearts and turned to lose our prudence and emphaty for others.
But when things came that obstruct us and became an impediment for us, we tend to become hot-tempered and begin to say blasphemous things which in fact and in truth, we do not have right. The more we would become rebellious then and sometimes, due to our nonsense obsession, we would plunge ourselves to the river of destruction or wish to take our very own life (as a result of frustrations and severe depression) whi its inception, no one is allowed to. But just a little wisdom and we would turn our waiting nightmare into something righteous and just and for our own benefit and the benefit and the welfare of the people around us. Just by reading the holy Bible that says: "That everything works for the good of those who love God. And I think this works for everyone, Believers and unbelievers. There's a reason for everything even in waitng. It is in waiting that we have the time exclusively for ourselves and we would rather use it to self-reflect and meditate or just do the things we the most which are really necessary to be accomplished. It is when we do something good in our waiting hours that it will come to our knowledge that we didn't wait at all and we will tend to have to end the day having a great sense of fulfillment having utilized our time and what we are capable of doing to its optimum. That we have no regret for the things unaccomplished and a sense of guilt for being idle but instead, we rather thank God for the day He has given us. And sooner or later, your work would surely yield fruits at the time you do not expect and rewards which are great, a reward you never had imagined.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

I must do it, I have no choice

I have already lived a quarter of my life and still, it seems as if nothing has changed. The same person I am before, a coward and a daydreamer still. Should I be like this forever? NO. Agreat time for a great leap has come already and its right in front of my doors. I must have to take it or else, the greatest regret of my life would be due to my own cowardice and procrastination having declined the greatest opportunity to undertake. Ever since I was young, I have a dream which I know would be for my own good but how come did I still remain a failure and a humiliation for myself. A question always startling my mind. Am I born a loser? Is fate harsh with me? or just I took no action to achieve such. Yes, God had provided everything for me having gifts and love and support of people around me who sees me as someone else, someone worthy of something. Should I fail them, should I fail myself and become nothing else but seen as a failure and object of pity?

But a choice had to be made by me. YES, I'll gonna make my final choice. To do what I must do. No matter what's the cost and consequences of such. No matter how bad I am in the past and what lies ahead of me. Other peoples' expectations, my dreams and goal and ambitions and the childhood trauma of me and my siblings and the demands of life, i must took it all alone upon myself. I must really had to make this ultimate sacrifice even to the extent of k1ll1ng my sense of self. For the sake of other peoples' expectations on me and ROna's ideal man, I'll do it all for them even making my emotions d3ad and dishonoring myself.

For the goal, for everyone, for everything,
I WILL NOT FAIL. I WILL WIN

MAy God help me and light my way.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

On a Cold Night of July

Saturday July 12, 2008 11:32 pm

It’s cold and the wind breeze that’s letting in our window was so chilling. After reading magazines and articles, I was still awake and am writing this on a draft.Seems like everyone is aslept at this point in time since it’s near midnight. Just a thought that I’ll write a blog entry because of a cold feeling of my left triceps having goosebumps. It’s just a cold night but I am too sleepy to rise up(I’m lying writing this on my bed) to watch the wide oopen spangled heaven to see some constellations or would I not see clouds or would I see nothing else but pure darkness because it’s not yet full moon. Perhaps I’ll riseup later after I finish this and arrange my things and e outside. It’s a Saturday night and I could have a sleepless night with nothing to worry about tomorrow. But it’s really cold and I am now sleepy. HA Ha HA!! The title might have making this to be presupposed as a poem or an essay, but it’s just a haphazard thought which just pop-out of my mind.(^,^).

Take me places I never know

2nd to the last stanza of the song " I'll do anything for love" by Meatloaf.
:"...will you take me places I never know?.."
Boy:".. I can do that, oh oh Now, I can do that."
Here the is asking the boy if the boy can take her to places she haven't gone before, cater to her every and to fill herself with love every moment of her life. The boy, desperately or passionately answered that he is indeed able.

As for me, this time, the reverse is imminent. Instead of the , taken to her unknown places, it's I who was taken by myself to places, feats and heights of intelligence where I've never been before all just because of her. Just a thought of her and I would push myself beyond the limits of what I aforethought. It's an amazing thing that's beyond my comprehension. Such had never been happened before and I am very happy for it.Puppy-love it may be, but how could I consider it as such if such was very hard for my reason to comprehend and was clearly evidenced by the words of my hand and was symbolized physically. The feeling was avapor which could not be touched but its ember rekindled my passion and makes my body moved and makes my dream for her materialized. It's not a puppy-love but something beyond that. I think it's an inspiration. YES! She was an inspiration for me. She was the reason why I am to where I am now this very day which I've had never thought of when I was young and so ambitious.She's the reason and driving force for me not to give up the fight but to dace my fears and to do my very best despite of insurmountable adversaries hoping that soon, when I will have just even a little prestige that we will be reunited and I'll tell her that I love her very much. Such would be the farthest place ever for me to be but who knows?, what we might be thinking would not happen exactly as it is planned but as a surprise later on in the future and will come by unexpectedly. Even then, we were travelling our own roads and encountering new interesting things along the way that we never ever had known nor encounter before.

"Love do makes us leap"

Thursday, July 10, 2008

The Sun is still high

08 July 2008
It's been 4 o'clock and the sun is still high in the western sky as i watched it shrouded by clouds at our room s402 Diego Silang building of Saint Louis University.
IT had rained already yesterday and it's been expected that it would be warm and sunny this day. It's been perplexing for me since its only now did I perceive that such had happened and i'm seeing it now with my own eyes. The sun is 45 degrees above me. Perhaps because I expected the month of July to be a monsoon season when typhoons hit the country in a consecutive fashion. unlike when its been the first time i am in baguio that almost for a month and it's stil raining with no typhoon. the typhoons usually hit the country during the month of November.
But then, life must still go on. we cannot change the weather or climate or anything that falls on us. we should adapt to the situation since God has given us gifts, and wisdom, we should use them to their full potential so us to save ourselves and others into falling into the pit. Just like what king Solomon had said that nothings new under the sun and such had happend already before. Let's just do what we have to do today while we can still do it. I think it's really summer and let's rejoice and thank God while it's still a clear day.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

2 Chronicles 16:9

"For the eys of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him"

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Saul seeks counsel in his last battle but none came

1 Samuel 28:15

" The Philistines are fighting against me,
and God has turned away from me.
He no longer answers me,
either by prophets or by dreams...."

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Man's Duty

Ecclesiastes 12:13

"Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter!
Fear God and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty of man."

This i have read in an old bible last summer.
and during such time that i am wandering in my life aimlessly and having no final direction to go. i was just following my necessities and my ambitions were just transient. after reading this, my life's questions were now clear to me.

where would we go after death and what fuels us in doing our daily chores. before its in accordance with my selfish desires but when i read the text, i was relieved and decided to make my life a worthwhile life. without worrying of anything and to put our fears to Jesus and just let him take good care of us as our saviour and loving Lord.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Live for More for You

>>>>this poem i wrote last May when i was experiencing some mental turbulence. I thought i was going insane to the point that i would want to k1ll or commit su1c1de. nevertheless, i just let out my insanity reppressed by writing this poem. thanks to her that i was able to gain my sanity somehow.<<<<<

It's been the same everyday,
the burden I have since infancy
is still troubling me each day

This illness on my mind, when will it end
Or will I say, this very life of mine will I end
Some days i'm high
and some days i'm low
some days i'm like god
and some days i don't know

The world adds trouble
or should i die that there'll be
no more trouble

I've been saved a thousand d3ath
and big thanks to her
She came to my life
and everything becomes sublime

She was the star that lights me
in a lonely night
and a lighthouse
that guides my voyage
in the tempest of the sea

How wonderful it is,
the first time i met her
I more desired to live more
than i had wanted to d1e

Indeed the world has no meaning
but colours and beauty did now i see

I can see her in the rising
of the sun at dawn
I can see her face
when i'm doing my daily chores
And all I could do is
to remember the very sweet smile of hers
as i lay to my bed
at night

But fate was so rough for me
were now made separate
and i can see no hope of her coming back
my morning star, now's gone

Just like before, now i'm suffering again
because of my insanity
this very insanity that i h@te
it's k1ll1nG me
i'm now planning again and again
to take my life

But never will it happen,
though we may be apart,
were one in my heart
I would d1e for her
but never would i d1e
for myself

I would rather live in pain
with me thinking of you
then d1e and d1e with my love for you.


>>>>>a poem i'd want to share to my fellows who were suffering bipolar disorders or any other mental related illness.
the cure for this curse is to fall in love.

Faith, Hope and Love were some good things He gaved us through His Son, Jesus
But the Greatest is Love.<<<<<

regards,

Thursday, July 3, 2008

The Hottest Day in Baguio

July 2, 2008

I am writing this for yesterday, July 1, wherein, in all my life here in Baguio that I felt it at its hottest temperature.
It was yesterday, July 1 at 8:23 in the evening, when i was aboard in a jeep going home that I was premeditating to write down this one to my blog. I choose to ride at the back of driver's seat so as to let air from the front cool me down. It was in that day when I can feel that the temperature around me was dry and warm. No gentle breeze or some kinda windy stuff.I've gone to "wagwagan " or "ukay-ukay" centers where peole buy surplus goods and accessories to canvass where could I buy gogles.Yes, there were some who have gogles in their inventory displays but they just don't fit my taste.I'm looking for speedo or arena brand gogles that competitive swimmers use and not just an ordinary children's gogles. I go to the library of SLU (5th floor of Charles Vath building) to review my lessons in accounting 303. I sat down to cooldown myself for a while and stretch my legs. I removed my jacket but I can observe that only a minimum degrees Celcius of what i feel was reduced. I ignore it, I just continue reading. I go to our class and the temperature didn't change at all. The sun's rays was directly hitting me but I still didn't remove my jacket. I just didn't make any movements sos as to maintain my temperature. My seatmate even removed her jacket and used paper to fan herself. My seatmate on my left side used the curatains to shade us and WES, i colled down abit somehow. Nest class, the temperature colled down a bit. my last class, the temperature was the same to that of the second. I was now on a jeepney going home and can't help but wonder that it was as if the hottest and driest experience in my life in Baguio city. I theorizes that it was because of a low humidity in the atmosphere. The air was really dry. maybe because of the so called global warming that transformed Baguio city ( the summer capital of the Philippines where pinetrees and moss were abundant and the resinous scent of pines could be smelled making you feel like you are in a cool ecstacy. And the mist that once covered its hills and its overflowing streams with its waters white and clear. where smoke of burning pine was its perfume. But now, those things were just reduced to memories or dreams that you've seen in the night you're aslept and then woke up and could not go back to it anymore. Poor BAguio!)

If only it were full of trees, then they could had been the insulator but the central business district doesn't even have one.

no legacy for the generations to come.